i want to write a screen play.
9:55 p.m. - 03.06.03

why is it when i hang up a phone, i all of
a sudden get sad. and have an urge to cry.
but only when i talk to boys. ugh. well, in
the past two days, only two different boys.
and i know why, for both. i think anyways.

douglas, i need to talk to you! goodness. mom likes to exagerate stories, i think...? i need to talk to you about q and not u. please.

i am selling more
cds tomorrow. and
seeing rad people.
tomorrow will rock.

i went to kiss cj today.
she went to makeout with me.
weird. if i had expected it...
maybe. hehe. well, no.
i would have.

i may sound better, but i don't actually feel much better...john pointed out that the february is gone, and now it's march, i have to leave everything from last month behind me, and feel better. easy for him to say i suppose.

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