william shatner is a genius.
8:15 p.m. - 07.01.05

so, albrecht passed away. that's intense. i suppose the news did bring tears to my eyes, but i don't know if i am actually sad that he's gone, or that i didn't meet up to everything he expected from me. you know, dropping out, failing his class. he compared me (and others i know, and he liked a lot) to butterflies in a tornado. he would also make fun of me as if i were a stoner (at that point i wasn't anymore). he stuck up for me when people were assholes (one or twice in his class). he made exceptions for me, always told me to say hi to kyle cheadle, he would sit me down and tell me that i was a good kid, in his own harsh, kind, way. this is strange. so i suppose my underlying thought of going to visit him at some point has passed, as he has. i think i will go drink more beer at my friends' family canada day bbq. what else is there to do?

damien, i don't know if the visit will work out. i am broke, yet again, and yes, i have bills to pay, and rent aswell. we'll see. i don't know if i can ever afford a phone card. call me. i supose this paragraph goes to all of you there were excited about a visit from me. i hope a few of you were. i will see what i can do, but seriously people, come stay on my floor. in my bed. at my house. camp in my back yeard if you fucking want to. just visit me. we can sleep in parks, on porches, camp. anything. i just want to see a whole lot of you.

call me 604 433 3410.

this is a weird moment i am in.

masquerade party tonight. no mask = no entry. bandanas for us folks. fuck masks. who can afford them anyway?

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