someone falls in love, and someone's beaten up.
1:19 a.m. - 08.06.04

snuggling is nice. being too comfortable i'm sure will make for wrong things. all i could think about was how nice it was, and how terrible i was for staying. how i should have left hours before, and refrained from happenings. the things that were said were easy, and hard to take. it's almost like he likes it. he likes the way girls feel about him. i'm not ready to feel something for someone, but i'm so scared it's going to happen. it cna't. it won't. i won't let it. i so forgot my book at his house.

my mother leaves for a week. a whole week with the house to myself. first step, cleaning my room. second step, smoking on the patio, third, playing house. actually, maybe not in that order.

caity comes soon! yay!

time to get this cat hair out of my eye, put my clothes into a laundry basket, and head to bed. matinee of napoleon dynamite tomorrow. do i dar call his phone early? when he's out drinking with a girl tonight?

joshua, ♥

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